Wednesday, July 2, 2008
haha guyS!! today will be a very emo emo post ar!! haha so i hope u guys bear with it !! erm i start abt my day first ok??!! haha ... erm early in the morning i woke up !! i bathe and etc.. then take a rest because kinda of unfeeling well..
my stomach still haven recover!! then i go buy my gan liang!! haha lol... this is my gan liang!!
haha lol... nice rite??!! haha lol.. all the maggie mee and biscuit eh!! haha lol.. sobsob!! ke lian rite??!!
haha lol... nice rite??!! haha lol.. all the maggie mee and biscuit eh!! haha lol.. sobsob!! ke lian rite??!!
haha then buy le go back home!! then rest for a while! then later go see doc.. because haven recover!! haha then i go see my uncle then found out actually due to the birthday de incident rite??!! haha my digestive system already very luan le !!
that means everything already cock up le!! so he gave me those xie yao.. let me clear everything.. then restart!! my whole system!! haha I STIL THINK IS BECAUSE I SINGLE AR!! HAHA LOL.. THATS WHY!!
haha lol... nice rite??!! haha lol.. all the maggie mee and biscuit eh!! haha lol.. sobsob!! ke lian rite??!!
haha then buy le go back home!! then rest for a while! then later go see doc.. because haven recover!! haha then i go see my uncle then found out actually due to the birthday de incident rite??!! haha my digestive system already very luan le !!
that means everything already cock up le!! so he gave me those xie yao.. let me clear everything.. then restart!! my whole system!! haha I STIL THINK IS BECAUSE I SINGLE AR!! HAHA LOL.. THATS WHY!!
haa no lar... then i go home eat med!! then go rp!! find eric they all ... then study!! study!! haha lol... then after that venn me chen yee eric go causeway find lihui they all for dinner lor!! haha lol..then go home le!!
erm start to be emo le ar!!?? ERM today i bump into this stangers which really had a very big impact on me eh!! wa ... actually that stranger is the prototype!! of the lady which really had a very big impact on me!! but she is not as sweet looking as the orginal one!!
after i see her... straight away emo and keep on thinking and thinking!! then we go up popular to find mum and marcus!! then i slowly slowly never notice myself!! i walk away ... and i walk still kiddy palace then... look at all the soft toy then started looking at winnie the pooh!!
but erm... suddenly eric came in and push me... look at other toys liao!! erm... actually hor.. maybe u guys read this post le will tot , its some girl i like before or wat ever !! erm... actually not really like lar!! just some one i cant forget!!
a very very close friend!! eventually we just go home!! and its like my music and me again!! so i went into my own world and think think think again!! so its like there is many many things i wanna say bah!!
erm..seriously i feel that my blog abit dry!! erm.. not abt the post , not abt the ppl who came!! actually i know there are still certain of numbers of ppl viewing my blog everyday!! actually i know who u guys are!! I RESPECT U GUYS!! but actually i wanna close the counter and the tag board already!!
because deep in my heart... i know who are those regular that read my blog.. i don wanna name because quite alot!! because everytime i on my msn or wat.. without me mentioning wat happen u guys will auto say !! i read ur blog blah blah... or i see ur blog blah blah... or sms saying i knew abt it!!
and seriously no point looking at the counter jump jump jump!! erm cuz seriously actually tag board i is wanna let ppl who wanna chat with me... but everybody now is see see read read concern concern , not much ppl tag already!!
but at least this shows that those who read also having care and concern but they don wanna show!! BUT TO ME... SHOW OR NOT DOESNT MATTER...u guys happy jiu hao ok??!! haha... i just wanna u guys to enjoy!!
actually everyday blog will tired de leh...some more is really very time consuming leh...my house no internet , so everytime ppl on i hav to faster blog!!
haha if really one day no ppl see then i should close down my blog le!!
this is the first thingy !! second thingy is ... i really very tired guys!! don wanna be hao ren!! wanna be bad!! but i cant... i am not saying i good... but seriously... erm nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai.. and i wanna be bad not really wanna girls like me...
i just wanna take a break and let ppl do things for me.. or on me.. and i stop thinking for others and try to relax and enjoy my days!! eric say de is correcT!! even though he is the devil and i am the angel.. we hav the same goals but the route is different!!
and sometimes i do agree that he is correct , i should cross to his path and take a break!! I SEEMS TO BE CONSTIPATED!! everyday even though hav my brothers... but after that .. not until 5 mins emo or sad again!!
haha lol... i really feel happy being with them... but go home all that.. haiz.. don wanna say lar.. mention in blog before le !!
like i said best friend hai shi my psp!! erm then always pei me and on songs for me to listen... then if i bored she will let me see my daughter pics.. or see those funny funny movies... haha then i with my brothers ,then can play naruto with brothers...
best friend ever!!
anyway intro 2 songs to u guys!! haha lol..
蕭敬騰 :原諒我
zhang hui mei: 我恨我爱你
just so so very nice lor!
and lastly to all those ppl who thinks that!! I HAV ALOT OF FRIENDS BESIDE ME AND I DON NEED U GUYSS!! then pls fuk off and i don wanna know u guyS!! seriously if everybody thinks that way!! that seriously am i important to u guys??!! i say le i also very dulan lor!!
this is the first time lor!! but seriously if u guys thinks that way.. if its last time de me.. i will heart pain and prove that i need u guys 2.. but now just FUCK OFF...i learn how to eat alone.. i learn how to sleep alone... i always go see doc alone!!
i love to be alone already!! i just find out.. if suddenly got ppl around me.. i will feel weird.. and need time... and i will be very defensive!! i don wanna be hurt by u all this fuking ppl !! seriously.. i sounds like girl..
but this show how important i take u guys as friends... but u guys take me like dirt... ok??!!
gtg.. sleep le.. tomorrow need to study for exams!!
