Tuesday, August 14, 2007
seriously i am still sad (don ask me why again ) pls read post!! 13 aug then u will know!!
firstly i wanna thx my classmates eh!! they show many care and concern abt my dpa thingy eh!! erm i am very happy because all of them tot i will get into the dpa thingY!! however i disappoint them lar!! haiz... forget abt it !!
i explain everything like wat i hav said on 13 aug post!! then i know!! once again i am being scolded stupid eh!! that they tell me that i should LIE!! haiz even my teacher also ask me to do that!!
haiz... i mean my teacher ask me to say that i never prepare for the maths exams cuz busy of something but i am so stupid enough to say that i am struggling eh!! haiz... i am not doing well today !! still very sad!!
the whole day i am hearing this!! wa why u so STUPID!! u should act act mah!! ( for everyone information !! i am a christian , i am not suppose to lie!! i never say i never lie before!! i can say i am very good at lieing but seriously i tot being honest will give me good results!!)
sucks man!! NOW I BELIEVE THIS SENTENCE!! ( CHEATING IS A WAY TO SUCCESS !! ) haiz u guys know how sad mah!!?? nyp will be waiting for u?? wait my ass!! haiz forget it lar...
actually i also very stupid eh!! continue to read my post then u will know why i say myself stupid!!
so went for mother tongue!! haiz... then asking opinion from chinese teacher whether to retake for not!! yesterday my post wrote that... only me,ziyu,john and qing rong planning to retake , as only the 4 of us get distintion for oral!!
but however...teacher told me , qing rong and ziyu to retake!! and ask john not to!! haiz... this shows that i lost a friend to motivate me eh... teacher say that qing rong and ziyu got the standard!!
qing rong don know wat happen , ziyu is lazy.. i am hardworking eh!! haiz... but teacher told me something new!! which is i can go to nie to study for years!! after o!! that means no diploma lar... striaght away go in!!
actually is not a bad idea eh!! haiz... i don know lar.. very luan!! haiz... aiyo.. forget abt it!! then when finish lesson tok to teacher again!! then suddenly she ask me to pass the !! zuo wen competition de paper to my class 5 ppl eh!!
seriously i know such thingy no teacher will ask me go de eh... but wa... this time teacher ask me go eh!! maybe she wanna gu li me lar.. cuz she know i didnt do finish my paper one and 2 , xie xie lao shi... i xin ling le!!
haiz... went for history eh... then after that!! mr muti came to speak to me again abt whether am i going to retake!! i tell him i will , even though he ask me not to!! but i am determin to get a 1 lar!! haiz...
but he really hav high expectations for me.. he say if i don get a1 or a2 ... for combine humans then to him , i am a failure!! haiz... aiyo... but i tell him i really need his help , because i hav problems now... coping all the troubles eh!! and no one is there to be with me!!
even my retake fees also i pay myself... i really very tired eh !! seriously very tired... everything i hav to take it all alone!! wa my life really damed sad lar... nvm... c guan le ... really!!
haiz.. i really miss my bro evan eh!! i skip my post all the way till evan arrive eh!! erm i was waiting for her( i don wanna blog abt wat happen to evan... cuz personal eh!!) then i was toking to miss lye abt dpa!!
then she also tell me that i shouldnt erm say abt the maths thingy!! (being honest after all is not a very good thingy!!)and the jk of the day is!! i have choose the wrong choice and i almost ruin my future!!
let me start to explain eh!! cuz firstly i hav found out from miss lye that most of her students which sign up dpa for rp!! they manage to get it!! EVEN WITHOUT INTERVIEW ...haiz.. secondly she tell me i choose the wrong course as i tell her nyp sporst and wellness consist of wat!!
she tell me the school i need to go de is rp , cuz sports and management n sports and wellness has so much difference eh!! nyp de is sports and management!! but i choose wrong eh... i tot going through this course to be pe teacher!! and that time i went for interview the persont tell me , got business , accounting , event management!! all abt maths and management!!
wa but sports and wellness different... its abt sports and teach u things and most importantly being a pe teacher also include life sciences !! then nyp don hav!! wa seriously i very regret eh!! many ppl who apply dpa , never go interview also kanna choosen by rp!! hai
so disappointed lar!! firstly... choose wrong school and wrong course!! secondly stupid enough now to LIE!! wa i feel that i am a fuking bloody stupid mother fuker idiot!! haiz... sobsob!! really shock after i see miss lye told me that!! seriously very shock!! i almost ruin my bloody future!! but seriously sorry for using bad words!!
forget abt it and move on eh!! haiz... wat ever lar... then i need to settle evan things le!! seriously i am very very very xin wei to see her back to school!! (not back to school but in school u walking with me!!)haiz.. i am so xin wei!!
do u guys know after she left the school , i am all alone ... !!! nobody pei me go canteen!! in class nobody jk and tok with me!! haiz.. seriously feel like crying... i miss her alot!! evan!! haiz... i don think she read my blog!!
because she find it too long!! but like this also good!! she don know i write such things ... later she sad and touch!! haiz... this few days i am all alone!! go home alone , eat alone , then go back class also alone!! haiz...
wa maybe i should leave also!! cuz no yi si eh!! wa.. then teacher started toking with her!! then after that go find mrs sega!! haiz... then on the way she talk and jk with me like before!! i miss those days !!
u know when she smiles and laugh!! i find it so difficult to do it back!! BECAUSE I AM TOO SAD!! I LOST MY SMILE!! but i hav to do it!! because firstly!! don wanna her to worry , secondly i need to help her in all the things!!
i need to be strong!! so i just kept it down and made her laugh and feel happy!! suddenly she tell s me she suddenly today find me very cute!! as i am acting making her laugh!! its a good thingy lar.. i mean not she say me cute!!
she is not really that ...erm don know wat word to use lar... but just as long she is happy i am fine with it!! my mind everything is thinking who to help her lor!! i think one solution which is bloody good de eh!! but don know whether she wanan do it mah!!
haiz.. its her choicE!! but one thingy made me very touch because the first thingy she say!! is she really misses me and eric!!and she bu fang xin us!! scare we give girls diao!! haha cute rite??
then i crack a jk saying girls like me not diao me!! kinda of stupid but she likes to hear i say bhb things because she know that i don like to be bhb and i don say such thingy de!! aiya just as long she smiles lar!!
after that she ask me pei her go eat , kfc!! our favourite!! last time also will like this eat after school!! so happy.. tok abt wat really happen and we are off to find my 2 wgs friend!!
haha when saw them !! net diao me!! sobsob... haha because i owe her dinner(she help me abt the dpa!!) haha aiyo to net!! : u sure get to eat wat u wanna eh!! i promise!! haha aiyo...then when we reached!!
THX TO EVAN AND NET!! they make me damed PS LAR!! HAIZ... AIYO...then me and rui don dare to tok le lor!! haha but seriously i wanna say thx to them eh!! cuz after wat has happen!! ... they made me smile!! from the insidEE!!
while they were playing and talking !! suddenly i smile to myself ... then i eventually found out i am cheer up by my cutie evan!! miss her voice!! wgs girls (net and rui friends) then net which like to make me ps!! and rui !! (nice girl!!)
carry on playing and tok tok tok teasing each other... but happy times pass very fast!! week days i need to be home by 7!! if not no food to eat!! haiz.. then i pei evan wait for bus then my bus came and i am off!!
when i walk off from evan!! i told her to take care!! at the point of moment.. i really very worried for her!! seriously i swear!! its like since she left school we didnt get a chance to meet or wat!!.. today is the first time!!
and i very very scare that when i am not with her she don know how to take care of herself eh!! seriously i am not someone very great... but i am glad that she always listens to me!! because she believe i wont hai her!!
but i am always there for her to give her the best solution eh.. but now she is not with me i scare she don feel good eh!! sob sob .. sadded!! to evan: my dearest brother!!
pls take care ok??!! i really miss u alot... u are my brother for life!! we jk and play and quarrel but we are still together!! , ur case all haven close don get into trouble somemore!! when u outside i don know wat u doing eh!! pls take care!!
so i reached home and started to blog and thx net then started chatted!! she started sending me the website pics... saying my brother christopher look like one superstar!! then i see lor!! then i ask her who she think i look like !!
Guess wat and who she search the pic!! and send me the webby!!?? haha jk of the day eh!! its suppose to be HISTORY BUT NOW ITS OUT AGAIN!!
this is the guy eh!! he made me famous!!
in msl secondary schools!! thx to him , i was
spotted by our seniors..and all of the sudden
everyone around me started saying i look like
him!!(even the bbc i go ) but that was like sec
1 but wa...thx to net!! i am spotted
again!! jk of the day!! she thinks i look
like him!!
firstly i wanna thx my classmates eh!! they show many care and concern abt my dpa thingy eh!! erm i am very happy because all of them tot i will get into the dpa thingY!! however i disappoint them lar!! haiz... forget abt it !!
i explain everything like wat i hav said on 13 aug post!! then i know!! once again i am being scolded stupid eh!! that they tell me that i should LIE!! haiz even my teacher also ask me to do that!!
haiz... i mean my teacher ask me to say that i never prepare for the maths exams cuz busy of something but i am so stupid enough to say that i am struggling eh!! haiz... i am not doing well today !! still very sad!!
the whole day i am hearing this!! wa why u so STUPID!! u should act act mah!! ( for everyone information !! i am a christian , i am not suppose to lie!! i never say i never lie before!! i can say i am very good at lieing but seriously i tot being honest will give me good results!!)
sucks man!! NOW I BELIEVE THIS SENTENCE!! ( CHEATING IS A WAY TO SUCCESS !! ) haiz u guys know how sad mah!!?? nyp will be waiting for u?? wait my ass!! haiz forget it lar...
actually i also very stupid eh!! continue to read my post then u will know why i say myself stupid!!
so went for mother tongue!! haiz... then asking opinion from chinese teacher whether to retake for not!! yesterday my post wrote that... only me,ziyu,john and qing rong planning to retake , as only the 4 of us get distintion for oral!!
but however...teacher told me , qing rong and ziyu to retake!! and ask john not to!! haiz... this shows that i lost a friend to motivate me eh... teacher say that qing rong and ziyu got the standard!!
qing rong don know wat happen , ziyu is lazy.. i am hardworking eh!! haiz... but teacher told me something new!! which is i can go to nie to study for years!! after o!! that means no diploma lar... striaght away go in!!
actually is not a bad idea eh!! haiz... i don know lar.. very luan!! haiz... aiyo.. forget abt it!! then when finish lesson tok to teacher again!! then suddenly she ask me to pass the !! zuo wen competition de paper to my class 5 ppl eh!!
seriously i know such thingy no teacher will ask me go de eh... but wa... this time teacher ask me go eh!! maybe she wanna gu li me lar.. cuz she know i didnt do finish my paper one and 2 , xie xie lao shi... i xin ling le!!
haiz... went for history eh... then after that!! mr muti came to speak to me again abt whether am i going to retake!! i tell him i will , even though he ask me not to!! but i am determin to get a 1 lar!! haiz...
but he really hav high expectations for me.. he say if i don get a1 or a2 ... for combine humans then to him , i am a failure!! haiz... aiyo... but i tell him i really need his help , because i hav problems now... coping all the troubles eh!! and no one is there to be with me!!
even my retake fees also i pay myself... i really very tired eh !! seriously very tired... everything i hav to take it all alone!! wa my life really damed sad lar... nvm... c guan le ... really!!
haiz.. i really miss my bro evan eh!! i skip my post all the way till evan arrive eh!! erm i was waiting for her( i don wanna blog abt wat happen to evan... cuz personal eh!!) then i was toking to miss lye abt dpa!!
then she also tell me that i shouldnt erm say abt the maths thingy!! (being honest after all is not a very good thingy!!)and the jk of the day is!! i have choose the wrong choice and i almost ruin my future!!
let me start to explain eh!! cuz firstly i hav found out from miss lye that most of her students which sign up dpa for rp!! they manage to get it!! EVEN WITHOUT INTERVIEW ...haiz.. secondly she tell me i choose the wrong course as i tell her nyp sporst and wellness consist of wat!!
she tell me the school i need to go de is rp , cuz sports and management n sports and wellness has so much difference eh!! nyp de is sports and management!! but i choose wrong eh... i tot going through this course to be pe teacher!! and that time i went for interview the persont tell me , got business , accounting , event management!! all abt maths and management!!
wa but sports and wellness different... its abt sports and teach u things and most importantly being a pe teacher also include life sciences !! then nyp don hav!! wa seriously i very regret eh!! many ppl who apply dpa , never go interview also kanna choosen by rp!! hai
so disappointed lar!! firstly... choose wrong school and wrong course!! secondly stupid enough now to LIE!! wa i feel that i am a fuking bloody stupid mother fuker idiot!! haiz... sobsob!! really shock after i see miss lye told me that!! seriously very shock!! i almost ruin my bloody future!! but seriously sorry for using bad words!!
forget abt it and move on eh!! haiz... wat ever lar... then i need to settle evan things le!! seriously i am very very very xin wei to see her back to school!! (not back to school but in school u walking with me!!)haiz.. i am so xin wei!!
do u guys know after she left the school , i am all alone ... !!! nobody pei me go canteen!! in class nobody jk and tok with me!! haiz.. seriously feel like crying... i miss her alot!! evan!! haiz... i don think she read my blog!!
because she find it too long!! but like this also good!! she don know i write such things ... later she sad and touch!! haiz... this few days i am all alone!! go home alone , eat alone , then go back class also alone!! haiz...
wa maybe i should leave also!! cuz no yi si eh!! wa.. then teacher started toking with her!! then after that go find mrs sega!! haiz... then on the way she talk and jk with me like before!! i miss those days !!
u know when she smiles and laugh!! i find it so difficult to do it back!! BECAUSE I AM TOO SAD!! I LOST MY SMILE!! but i hav to do it!! because firstly!! don wanna her to worry , secondly i need to help her in all the things!!
i need to be strong!! so i just kept it down and made her laugh and feel happy!! suddenly she tell s me she suddenly today find me very cute!! as i am acting making her laugh!! its a good thingy lar.. i mean not she say me cute!!
she is not really that ...erm don know wat word to use lar... but just as long she is happy i am fine with it!! my mind everything is thinking who to help her lor!! i think one solution which is bloody good de eh!! but don know whether she wanan do it mah!!
haiz.. its her choicE!! but one thingy made me very touch because the first thingy she say!! is she really misses me and eric!!and she bu fang xin us!! scare we give girls diao!! haha cute rite??
then i crack a jk saying girls like me not diao me!! kinda of stupid but she likes to hear i say bhb things because she know that i don like to be bhb and i don say such thingy de!! aiya just as long she smiles lar!!
after that she ask me pei her go eat , kfc!! our favourite!! last time also will like this eat after school!! so happy.. tok abt wat really happen and we are off to find my 2 wgs friend!!
haha when saw them !! net diao me!! sobsob... haha because i owe her dinner(she help me abt the dpa!!) haha aiyo to net!! : u sure get to eat wat u wanna eh!! i promise!! haha aiyo...then when we reached!!
THX TO EVAN AND NET!! they make me damed PS LAR!! HAIZ... AIYO...then me and rui don dare to tok le lor!! haha but seriously i wanna say thx to them eh!! cuz after wat has happen!! ... they made me smile!! from the insidEE!!
while they were playing and talking !! suddenly i smile to myself ... then i eventually found out i am cheer up by my cutie evan!! miss her voice!! wgs girls (net and rui friends) then net which like to make me ps!! and rui !! (nice girl!!)
carry on playing and tok tok tok teasing each other... but happy times pass very fast!! week days i need to be home by 7!! if not no food to eat!! haiz.. then i pei evan wait for bus then my bus came and i am off!!
when i walk off from evan!! i told her to take care!! at the point of moment.. i really very worried for her!! seriously i swear!! its like since she left school we didnt get a chance to meet or wat!!.. today is the first time!!
and i very very scare that when i am not with her she don know how to take care of herself eh!! seriously i am not someone very great... but i am glad that she always listens to me!! because she believe i wont hai her!!
but i am always there for her to give her the best solution eh.. but now she is not with me i scare she don feel good eh!! sob sob .. sadded!! to evan: my dearest brother!!
pls take care ok??!! i really miss u alot... u are my brother for life!! we jk and play and quarrel but we are still together!! , ur case all haven close don get into trouble somemore!! when u outside i don know wat u doing eh!! pls take care!!
so i reached home and started to blog and thx net then started chatted!! she started sending me the website pics... saying my brother christopher look like one superstar!! then i see lor!! then i ask her who she think i look like !!
Guess wat and who she search the pic!! and send me the webby!!?? haha jk of the day eh!! its suppose to be HISTORY BUT NOW ITS OUT AGAIN!!
this is the guy eh!! he made me famous!!in msl secondary schools!! thx to him , i was
spotted by our seniors..and all of the sudden
everyone around me started saying i look like
him!!(even the bbc i go ) but that was like sec
1 but wa...thx to net!! i am spotted
again!! jk of the day!! she thinks i look
like him!!
seriously i don know why ppl say i look like him!! and i post all this pics never wanna show or say i look like him eh!! just feeling weird why ppl say i look like him!! eRm look at the pics lor!! then find where look like!! maybe eye brown , eyes , nose!! but confirm not the mouth!!
haha the first pic i put is him, second one is my longest hair!! haha aiyo.. cuz he hav long hair.. but i think look at the features bah!! haha 3rd one is the time where most ppl say i look like him!! i think the eye brown bah!! and nose!! haha eyes i not sure!! then 4th one see ur self!!
aiya wat ever lar.. just see urself and i don know anything.. i prefer to look like myself .. like this then special mah!! one and only!! haha bye!!
