just that i am damed bloody sad and down.. i don know why??!! but the whole day i didnt laugh...didnt smile...didnt play... but i just walk around alone!!?? the first time i walk away from my brothers...
tell them i went to do something... then i just slack and did alot of thinking... haiz... which made me even more sad...
i don know wat to say but i took alot of pics... hey guys pls enjoy... and i am sorry i am very down!! now!!
hey guys this is the little boy which manage to make me smile.. and he brought me luck too eh... when i saw him... my sweet heart called me trying to make me feel better??
isnt he cute?? he IS LOOKING AT ME!!
I JUS FOUND OUT HE CANT WALK... he just keep on crawling up and down...
even strangers likes him alot.. see!!
(hi everyone!!)
(going back to papa!!)
sitting outside along i went to shop around myslef and saw this!!
cute rite?? my brother wei n xuan see le sure very happy de!!
wa this is my dog breed eh?? when she is young!!
i can feel that he is just as lonely as me!!
hee so cute
cute rite?
so lonely eh!!?? haiz...
i was sitting outside... alone.. and i saw this.. this shows me hope!!
as we can see that at least singaporeans are willing to give in and help...
the reuion dinner... but alot didnt turn up!!??
i don know whether are the excited but i hav no wei kou at all
see boss!! haha
everyone ate something but i didnt.. sobsob
there is still more food coming up... its cost abt $300 dollars bah
the scenary is nice and beautiful but i am all alone to see it.. haiz...
this is evening 
and this is the night?? beautiful eh??
i hope i can laugh like them.. haiz... 
this is my sweet heart... favourite soft toy... ??!! no matter where i go there will be things to make me think of her!!?? 
very cool eh?? this cost 300 plus ... if i am not wrong
looking at this.. i am so sad lar... why i cant be like them norh... haiz...
some ppl mention i am too good to be true... but why nobody i grabbing me or wanting me.. i just wanna it to be simple eh??!!
haiz such happy things will never happen on me.. i am so negative eh.. everything i do i negative... i just wanna be simple and hav someone to care n be there for me.. but such thingy seems so difficult eh...
ppl/ girls come to me for advice and my advice to them never go wrong eh... but mine own de jiu shi total failure.. don even hav a person to like me eh... felt so shi bai... model so wat... good guy so wat...
i feel all this is nonsense eh...looking at my tag and friends from other school just know me.. saying me good this and that blah... but i don think i am good enough eh... if i am de hua... i should hav a gf... but!!
haiz i am very tired le eh.. not phy but mentally.. alot of things is torturing me... everybody said wait for the right one... but for those who know me... u guys should know how long i wait le eh... haiz
