I STILL CANT FIND MY SMILE??!! DIDNT REALLY WANNA GO SCHOOL TODAY EH??!!today first period is pe...?? kinda of fun though... cuz this is my favourite lesson lar... i just simply like outdoors... but indoors also...aiyo nothing much lar... just play bb with the lower sec boys... and blah blah blah...??!! so boring lar... hee then went to find someone which can brighten up my life??!! hee went to pass med to my briana(legally and offcially not mine??!!)... her head always pain pain ... don know got problem or not?! then pass to her... then faster go back class...m4 n m5 wa took our room...hai me no AIR CON!!??need to go back class... then go back lor..??!!lan lan mah??!!haha but also better lar... i can chiong history work... don know what she toking so do finish rite??? we went to chinese lesson??!! went to change and go back and sleep??!! history lesson my a1 teacher... lecture the whole class again... then i also never care lar... just see , hear and play nia??!!haha!!??YAY RECESS EH??!! aiyo go buy food sit and eat... then chat... hee my secondary school life very boring eh??!! nothing to do de rite?? so sianz lor... but nvm lar...!!! then went for english??!! teacher call us to do don know wat story eh??!! LITTLE RED RIDDING HOOD?! DAMED FUNNY LAR... then teacher call us to recall the story and give main points of the story...??!! then say say say... teacher say we skip to many parts... then i started cracking that red riding hood... wear and button her clothing ...then hold and turn the knob... haha aiyo...suddenly afiq shout breath... forget to breath??!! haha everyone burst into laughter eh??!!aiyo so funny lar...haha everyone laugh dao!? (guys use ur imagine....very hard to make u all like this...)english finish very then we go back class for home then i can get to see my li shan , anna , lee hom , ziyu , laykhean not mine??!! haha aiyo... we got nothing to do then we started learning the MAJIONG GU (LEARN FROM CHANNEL 8 )lee hom very lousy lor... don know how to play... is don dare to play... so me anna and li shan... started??!! ta rag ta rag ta ta , pong , 7 tong , qiang?!?!let me explain how to play eh??!! firstly u need to get some one to start the gu??!! then u hav to pong... first... second 7 tong , thirdly qiang??!! MOST IMPORTANT...EVERYTIME U SAY A THING U MUST SQUAT!!??haha damed fun we play all the way... to canteen... then i am waiting for briana... seriously actually i don know where to go also.. because i got no mood eh... after i lost my smile i don know wat to do or where to go....i wanted to watch movie... but nobody to watch with... after that i found out that my life is so lonely... i cant even hav some movie mate to watch movie with me??!! wat a nonsense...every part of singapore i go...per day definetly i will see someone i know eh??!! but haiz... forget it... all my mind is to wait for my briana??!! cuz she remember me??!! she cook wonton for me... ??!!wait for her so long lar... sianz... but when she come she give me eat... i don wanna comment abt the wonton... but her cheeks is so fun??!! like jelly??!!CAN PULL SO LONG EH??!!so nothing to do le lor... go back think of where to go... then saw my jolin??!! still so cute lor... ??!! hee then off to jindao house... eric jio me go play game... haiz since no place to go then i follow him lor??!!haha then saw jindao daughter eh?! cute rite?? 
haha she likes to play with my zhu zhu??!!
stayed at jindao home the whole day just playing game... i don really like to play com games lar... just using something to ma ma zi ji...meaning using something to cover anything sad or thing ... aiya very luan lar... don really wish to say it futher... jus sad eh??!! havent ok... guys bear with me... i am sorry... so we went to ask chris to come out and chat chat then chat le jiu... i treat them eat ice cream le... then go home le... so in the bus i was thinking ... that tong xin cant teach me maths cuz she don hav the time who shall i approach eh??!! in the end ??!! i tot of asking yvonne ng??!! CUZ I TRUST HER AND WANTED TO APPROACH HER??!!but something cock up lar..??!! i am very serious that time... i really need help... but she some how ...aiya i don know its her fault or my fault lar... but i think she thinks that i bad mood giving her attitdude eh??!!this is for her...: hey girl seriously i already ask u seriously and nicely its just that the way u reply like , norh norh , see first lor then very funny... i didnt approach ppl cuz i scare they are not patient with me... my maths basic foundation really sucks... even my church friend which is a nice guy cant tahan me... so i need to find someone which is able to bear with me and teach me... most importantly i need to feel comfortable with.. if not i find it weird.. but u know how u reply me eh??!! and how i reply u back... that why i say nvm??!! and thx anyway... i don really hav mood swing de lor... and i don give ppl attitude... and i never pick on u... last time those things u know is play with u... DON PUT EVERYTHING TOGETHER...BUT IF U WANNA IT THEN SO BE IT??!!haha thats all for her... once i reach home jiu kanna scold liao... then not allowed to use the com ...because of my fucking brother.. late come back then always like this... haiz... always the one get scolding will be me de eh??!! soo sorry i gtg eh??!! sorry