Tuesday, July 10, 2007
hey guys sorry ar... a little bit down this few days eh...??!! haiz...
seriously very down lar... i keep on worry abt many things eh... tomorrow will be the signing up for the dpa thingy le(direct poly admission!!??) haiz if they don interview me rite?? then all my hard work has gone down the drain eh...!!
haiz... today not much thing happen in school lar... kinda of boring though i was playing with that iq game thingy... haha the class only i bk it open eh...not bk lar.. i mean i solve the thingy... haha!!
cool rite?? then i sleep for like 1 hr 30 min bah... in class lor... haiz... aiyo... never study i also very stress because i scare i cannot cope... !!!
haiz i am so stress with everything eh... i hope there is someone that would know how i feel eh... last night i didnt sleep well too... because before i sleep i think abt a lot of stuffs eh...and stess abt it...
in front of my brothers friends i am always carefree and playing... but deep inside me.. i scare until like don know wat... and there is more things for me to worry and think other than studies.. like familys and stuff !!??
i tink its more than one month i NEVER SEE MY GRAND MA LE.. seriously i miss her a lot... but i don know why even if i go the time i never go see her eh... haiz... i don know whether am i a bad grandson or not!!!
i think abt her yesterday really wanna see her... i am also afraid wat she is gone one day.. keep on thinking... haiz money life future familys n my brothers... seriously no one know how i thnk bah.. i mean ya.. no one!! maybe god!!
my brothers also didnt know how i feel until eric brithday eh... haha aiyo... but nvm lar... forget it.. eh at least they know a little now... in front of them i hav to be strong no matter wat!!! i be there for them!!!???
when i reach home de lift... saw a middle aged lady... then i help her with stuffs... then i even say thx for opening the door for me... she look at me very weird.. and she nooded her head...
then i went out , open the door for her... then i say thx again... she nooded her head again!! then ask me wat school i from??!! i don dare to think wild but i think she see me so got manners and helpful.. then wanna know wat school i from??!!
wa i made our school proud eh??!! maybe next year she wanna ask her son to come to our school eh...!!?? maybe handsome sia!!??
so once again when i reached home i cant sleep eh..think off alot of things haiz...then really very worried for tomorrow... haiz nvm.. then worst thingy is i need to write ABT 5 YEARS OF TESTIMONY!!?? haiz... aiyo how in know wat to write sia..!!
seriously i don know wat to write lor.. i kinda of sad with my secondry school life seriously i cant really think i had achieve ... haiz forget it lar... go eat dinner le.. hee!!! then took video and sing with my daughter so cute!!
seriously very down lar... i keep on worry abt many things eh... tomorrow will be the signing up for the dpa thingy le(direct poly admission!!??) haiz if they don interview me rite?? then all my hard work has gone down the drain eh...!!
haiz... today not much thing happen in school lar... kinda of boring though i was playing with that iq game thingy... haha the class only i bk it open eh...not bk lar.. i mean i solve the thingy... haha!!
cool rite?? then i sleep for like 1 hr 30 min bah... in class lor... haiz... aiyo... never study i also very stress because i scare i cannot cope... !!!
haiz i am so stress with everything eh... i hope there is someone that would know how i feel eh... last night i didnt sleep well too... because before i sleep i think abt a lot of stuffs eh...and stess abt it...
in front of my brothers friends i am always carefree and playing... but deep inside me.. i scare until like don know wat... and there is more things for me to worry and think other than studies.. like familys and stuff !!??
i tink its more than one month i NEVER SEE MY GRAND MA LE.. seriously i miss her a lot... but i don know why even if i go the time i never go see her eh... haiz... i don know whether am i a bad grandson or not!!!
i think abt her yesterday really wanna see her... i am also afraid wat she is gone one day.. keep on thinking... haiz money life future familys n my brothers... seriously no one know how i thnk bah.. i mean ya.. no one!! maybe god!!
my brothers also didnt know how i feel until eric brithday eh... haha aiyo... but nvm lar... forget it.. eh at least they know a little now... in front of them i hav to be strong no matter wat!!! i be there for them!!!???
when i reach home de lift... saw a middle aged lady... then i help her with stuffs... then i even say thx for opening the door for me... she look at me very weird.. and she nooded her head...
then i went out , open the door for her... then i say thx again... she nooded her head again!! then ask me wat school i from??!! i don dare to think wild but i think she see me so got manners and helpful.. then wanna know wat school i from??!!
wa i made our school proud eh??!! maybe next year she wanna ask her son to come to our school eh...!!?? maybe handsome sia!!??
so once again when i reached home i cant sleep eh..think off alot of things haiz...then really very worried for tomorrow... haiz nvm.. then worst thingy is i need to write ABT 5 YEARS OF TESTIMONY!!?? haiz... aiyo how in know wat to write sia..!!
seriously i don know wat to write lor.. i kinda of sad with my secondry school life seriously i cant really think i had achieve ... haiz forget it lar... go eat dinner le.. hee!!! then took video and sing with my daughter so cute!!
haha cute rite?? haha aiyo... so cute lar... i love her so much muackx!!
haha today she very good mood eh??!!
her new cap!!?? haa she wore it everyday to school cute rite??!!
she going to bo gay sia!! she eat to much sweet liao!!
hey guys i kanna scolded liao.. .gtg!!!
