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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
my neck very PAIN AR!!


seriously i wanna sobsob le eh!!?? i keep on forcing myself to do dnt , n blah blah blah... but seriously i cant take the pain anymore!!?? hey guys imagine u cant relax ur neck for the whole day!!??


and once u relax u will feel a very very very sharp pain eh... and the pain is very sharp lor!!!??? i really regretted eh!!! very very pain!! i didnt sleep well last night eh!!?? i cant sleep lar... i cant sleep side ways or up front!! or facing down!!


haha the way i say like don need to sleep rite??!! INDEED I CANT SLEEP , N DON NEED TO SLEEP LIAO!! SERIOUSLY its really very pain lar... toooooo high le lar!!?? why would i landed on my fuking HEAD!!


guys look at the height of ur class room de fan eh!!?? i need to jump over that height eh!!?? seriously very impossible !! but i DID it!! but i pay a price for that!!??




i don know how high is everyone class de fan lar!!?? but average lar...but wat mr tay set for me is really higher than the fucking fan lar!!?? wa lau!!?? sobsob... i so regret eh !! i feel like scolding the san zi jing!!


i am very sorry but too pain le lar..!! haiz.. forget i don wanna mention the pain!! because no matter how pain i feel , nobody will know eh!!?? just imagine u jump higher and over the fan , and landed on ur head!!??


and u feel like screaming,when u feel that when u lie down on the mat... u cant move ur neck!!?? and u almost bk ur neck!!


haiz... seriously very pain lar!!?? no ppl SAYANG at all... even my sweet heart didnt!! only ask me take care... i pain until i don know how to take care le lar!! sobsob!!


haiz nothing much happen , in school ... i just do my dnt!! and eat the briana cake!!?? sobsob... look at the condition!! kinda of super horrible eh!!??



look how gross it is!?


left like this for me!!?? but i found out is seowyin eat dE!! nonesnse her!!


actually briana very good eh she got heart!! still got remember me eh!!??




Monday, July 30, 2007
seriously today is a bad day for me eh!!??

SOBSOB LAR!!

wa seriously today when i reach school i am very serious with my dnt eh!!?? first 5 periods dnt all the way!!?? then go back class , find out muti never come... then go down do dnt again!!?? then maths i started practicing my maths again!!


sobsob... lar... then really cannot tahan le then go sleep eh!!?? haha sleep then for awhile bell rings liao... then i very jia lat eh!!?? go down and rush my dnt again eh!!?? sob sob... so whenever i wanna sleep or getting tired!!??


i will start playing around with my friends!! and this is wat i did to qing rong eh!!


haha actually wanted him to put at the back but he don wanna end!! sobsob... not he zuo at all lor... no fun de!!?? ahha


then my good dnt mate follow me to buy my bubble tea eh!!?? haha i sick very long le... then just now shout until no voice ... wanted to drink something!!?? haha... then go back!! dnt again!!?? wa lucky saw mr toh..!!??


so he can help me fixed my dnt de electronics eh!!?? if not i cannot start to do my foilo eh!!?? haha aiyo... then i do wat he say!! and guess wat!!?? IT FAIL!!?? THAT MEANS I CANNOT PROCEED...IT CANT WORK!!??


sob sob lar... time is running out liao... i don no time for dnt any more eh!!??


sianz... so i decided to take pics to show u guys eh!!?? haha this is my job!!??


this is the whole body of my artefact eh!!??

this design is the cage for a hamster eh!!?? cool rite???!! haha


this is my main!!?? plan and design!!?? hamster food dispensor!!?? haha

then went to i play to do my foilo!!?? i am too stress with it... so i went to gymnastic eh!!?? sorry i don know how to spell lar...!!??

guess wat!!?? i went there to destress in the end i injured my neck... (maybe need to wear cast) depends...on wat happens tomorrow!!??

my neck is bloody pain now!!??wa today was very fun until the last part eh!!?? today we did so much somersults and hand spring , and all kinds of shit... which will impress ppl de lar...

then i started with my bloody jumping skills le!! wa jump so high!!?? aiyo... but hor every one wanna challenge themseleves de mah.. .then mr tay put one height hor!!?? wish is super impossible eh!!??

but i wanna try lar!!

i manage to jump over!! in RETURN!! I INJURED MY NECK!!(cuz guys imagine i landed with my head!!)

i am going to hav the performance soon... and by that time u guys can see how high we jump lar... then mine is extra high lar... cuz mr tay claim that i can jump the highest in this school and in his life !!

after teaching so many students... he never see one that can jump so high... thats why he insisted me to perform!!?? i am very excited abt it lar... but my neck like this... i think need to put the bloody CAST!!

WA SERIOUSLY KINDA OF REGRET LAR...but got sense of achievement eh!!?? usually witht he height i jump while playing bb or doing gym... every one thinks that i am flying eh!!?? esp the malays in my class!!

then today seriously the mr tay set for me de rite??!! wa lau ... seriously very high lar... jump over liao leh!!?? but in the end!!?? haiz... wrong landing!!!

i think its time for me to take care my body eh!!?? i already fei one of my leg le!!?? i don wanna tell which one... later u all bully me eh!! now my leg fei le... but i still manage to pull the bb ring!!?? which is incredible enough le lar...!!??

i still can jump higher even before my leg is fei for gymnas ... (that what mr tay claim also!!)but i think i became very lousy lar!!? haiz!!

hope i am able to impress everyone ... on the performance eh!!?? everyone know i very shy... wa later so many ppl i sure cannot do it de lor... i will scare scare!!?? haha must jump high high my trade mark!!

AHHHHHH NEED TO DO DNT SOON EH... CANNOT BLOG MUCH..!!?? SORRY!!





Sunday, July 29, 2007
damed du lan eh!!?? haiz... i blog half way.. then connection lost again!! haiz... now hav to retype!!


i shall keep my blog short this time... cuz no time le... i haven rest and my whole body really very pain eh!!?? and its really very very pain...!! sobsob... eh!! my sunday life , usually is eat , sleep , excersie , study alone!! very lonely rite??!!


but that is my life mah... every sunday it will be like this... wanna eat with some one also very difficult lor... so usually i will da pao to eat with my DOG!! this is so sianz lar... i blog for 4 days.. de..!! wa u know how long mah??!!


it took me 4 hours sia!! si beh sianz lor... sobsob... wa my life is getting much more busy and boring everyday.. monday to saturday... is to go town , watch movie , play , and blah blah blah... so sunday is my only day !! where is !!


study at home!! ALONE!! then maybe go work out lor... then today its like damed sianz lar... cuz firstly i am sick ... secondly my whole body pain wa... don need go work out or excersise le lor... haiz forget it lar.. really very pain!!


rather stay and home and continue with my hobby eh!!?? haha WHICH IS ROT!! haha aiyo... no lar... my hobby is to watch tv lor!! i can watch the whole day!! wa then rain rain rain... the weather so shiok eh!!


watch until half way then fell asleep eh!!?? plan to do maths eh!!?? haha but in the end i wake up it is 7 le!! so late... sobsob... then went down to da pao!! lor!! wa alone walk walk walk... and sing sing sing... seriously wa!! very long never go SING LE!!


haha no more outing friends le... seems alot of friends around but none is!! haiz.. forget it!! then walk walk walk... suddenly saw my best friend!! xiao hei!! we never forget each other!!?? even when she go clubbing !!


AND SHE IS DRUNK !! haha she called me up and ask me to go look for her... and take care her lor!!?? haha good rite?? this shows that she trust me so much... aiyo when a girl drunk cannot anyhow depend on guys de eh!!??


haha... then she pei me go eat... so tok tok tok... suddenly she agreeed to help me do dnt sia!! haha aiyo.. so good... then go my house take lor... then suddenly rite??she says she wanna go toilet!! then i decided to play a prank on her!! and she really very funny !!


i told her to walk to this direction and open the door and thats the toliet!! haha and she very cute eh!!?? she walk towards the direction and look and look for the door!!

this is so funny and stupid lar... for goodness sake by looking at the pics!! u guys know that ... there is no door!! and there is nothing call toilet there!!?? haha and she can spend alot of time looking for it!!

this is so stupid lar!!?? haha

hahha she went to my house i show her dnt!!?? then suddenly i found out that her bf will be coming down to play bb!! wa my legs and hands itchy le lor!!?? seriously i cant walk for long or jump anymore eh!!??

but cannot tahan lar... must go see how good is the bf!!?? in the end i go... wearing my cousin pe t shirt so that ppl cannot recongise who is me lar... i did impression some ppl for the opp looking over...

until they saw my face then they say chey!!?? haha... do u guys get wat i mean!!?? i don wanna elborate to much ... later ppl say i hao lian!!?? haha

still manage to win!? haha... nvm happily go home and happily ever after!!?? haha my legs are bking soon!!!






sorry guys... i know my blog is kinda of irregular this few days... is because i very busy eh... then i ask briana help me blog... then she kinda of mood swing!!


don know wat happen to her... she wasnt like this last time... maybe just for the time being eh... i am sorry ... tomorrow i wake up i will blog eh!!!


haha sorry i am back le!! haha aiyo.. i very very very tired lar... i now early morning need to prepare go play pool le!! this is my first training with the other national pool players eh!!?? i don know why i am so shy and excited!!


when my dad intro me to them... i feel like a total idiot...because i know i had so much difference from them eh!! but don care lar...just play !! haha i still manage to win bah!! some how!! haha i don know why!! i think i play better!!


alot better eh!! i played quite serious...maybe i am determine to win!! haha i did win lar!! haha i don know why... i just don ike to lose eh!! haha but losing is fine to me!! because losing is a part of life eh!!


haha aiyo so after pool went to find val!! for my birthday present!! aiyo walk the whole amk hub hub!! nothing de lor!! damed sianz!! but i found something again!! haha my sweetheart favourite!!



haha isnt it cute??!! haha actually i tot of learn photography eh!!
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haha nothing special...just feel like taking it lor!! haha

then i hav to rush back to causeway again eh!! haha aiyo cuz today is my god mother birthday eh!! haha went to a place don know where lar!! its a buffet eh!! there is 100 over kinds of viarity eh!!


haha but i need to baby sit today eh!! haha aiyo... baby baby baby baby!! haha muackx my daughter!!



look at my sad face!! haha know why i so sad eh!! haha aiyo... her saliva is all over my shirt eh!!


haha see!! mouth open so big!!



haha cute rite!! haha aiyo... haha love her so much!!

the nonsense val keep on asking me to take pics for her!! so nonsense lar!! aiyo!! sobsob!!

haha sorry!! no time!! to take!! haha val u got see the fried prawn eh???


val ur prawn!!


val ur prawn!!

val ur prawn!!


haha there is alot of food eh!! hah aiayo!!! sobsob!! so much food eh!!


haha more food !!


haha bao yu!! haha aiyo... so much food eh!!!


meat!!!



pizza and jap food eh!! i took alot...

i took alot of food!!! haha aiyo... hee!! haha so nice eh!! haha and i ate all ...seriously nothing do say anymore cuz i rellly very tired eh!!sobsob... i end my story with this pic!!




Saturday, July 28, 2007
today i wanna thx mr muti eh!! because of him i don need to go for remidial eh!! he is really a very good teacher!! sometimes really very kb but he quite reasonable eh!! but seriously i kinda of stress also!!!


he said that i am his potiential a1 student eh!! but seriously as the days goes by.. i don hav much confident already eh!! haiz... everytime i look at him!! the more guilty i am eh!! i am very guilty eh!! haiz..


whenever i hav time in school , i am doing maths again eh!! SIANZ LOR... everyday also maths eh!!?? haiz.. then after school after the assembly , went to canteen and find tong xin to teach me maths!! then teach teach teach lor!!


then i practice , practice , practice aiyo u know its like really very sianz eh!!?? aiyo.. sobsob... sianz lor... but then i know a new friend eh!! haha... aiyo...actually not new eh... its old , just that we don really tok nia.. no chance to tok lar!!


she shy i also shy!! haha but i found out one thing very funny de eh!! haha she actually do read my blog eh!! i was so surprise when she said that!! haha so so so funny lar!! aiyo... aiyo she taught me maths!!


haha then she went of to her dpa thingy !! then i do dnt all the way lor!! wa thx to mr rosman also!! he really help me alot... helping me to get a1 eh!! haha aiyo..


then mr toh keep asking me to wait cuz he go meeting!! i damed sianz lar... wait for him abt 3 hours le eh!! then really cannot tahan le lar..!! sob sob go to conference room eh!! then find him then he still meeting!!


then i suddenly go hall the saw... ppl and mr tay playing gymnastic... then the boys there very action eh!! when i was standing there looking!! they come out with all kinda of pattern to show me... so that they can impress me!!


but of cuz they don know who i am mah!! hee!! so funny eh!! they all so cute then i cannot tahan le!! need to relax eh!! hee!! sobsob... aiyo... then i go jump!! then i just jump for fun lar... never really go use power or wat lar... hee!!


then the boys started wow wow wow!! haha so funny eh!! hee!!! then mrtay finish his tok with lye!! then come back!! then he tok to the boys!! saying got see how high i jump mah!! then before that i do a sommersult show them nia!! never do much!!


then second time i jump lor!! then they wow wow wow!! haha seriously very fun lar!! aiyo then mr tay said ask me to help him perform eh!! perform for him!! at assembly!! but only for lower sec nia!! haha sorry guys!!


i mean sorry to those uppersec eh!! haha aiyo... hee!! then need to rush home!! for amirah birthday!! when i went there don know wat to say or eat!! just wish then go play bb le...!! i play until pain like hell !!


manage to impress ppl!! cuz long time never play eh!! haha aiyo... hee i thinki gtg le!! need to sleep tomorrow will be my frist training with the singapore pool nationals eh!!




Friday, July 27, 2007
hey guys!! sorry eh!! thursday i very tired!! today i really tried!! no time to blog eh!! i wanted to say briana to blog for me but she no time eh!!


haiz very sianz lor... i really very tired with maths le eh!! i really feel like giving up leh!! very very sianz!!


haiz so stress eh!! 80days to o lvl...everyday stay back in school jiu shi do maths!! reach home really feel like relaxing lar... haiz but when i reach home i see the ant foilo lagi sianz!! eh!! no mood to do anything ...


i think i need to chiong le lar... i hav to study almost everyday !! maths is my top piority eh!! cannot fail!! in order to go poly i hav to pratice hard!! i need more maths remidial ... the best is more tuition teachers!!


haiz...sianz sia!! this year really very stress!! after o S ... i going taiwan....so fun and alot of things lar... then this year still hav prom nite eh!! thinking wat to wear also!! last year liao i need to make myself the spot light well eh!!


haha aiyo... seriously i need to go le lar... i cannot tahan le... let me go sleep eh!! sorry




Thursday, July 26, 2007
today!! lagi sianz... kanna ps by my brothers eh!!?? haiz..


today is another sad day for me eh... haiz... don wanna say much... just very dulan with the brothers eh... haiz.. and i went to cut my hair... its nice ... that all i can say... and bye everyone!! damed du lan!!




sorry that i didnt blog so often eh...because reall no time eh... i kinda of busy this days...never had a chance to really rest eh...sobsob...seriously feel like resting... erm today wasnt a good day for me!!



because another speacial person has passed away eh!! sobsob

this guy is my first ever bb coach eh!! my real coach...i kinda of sad and pity him when i think back eh!!

haiz...his life is all abt bb eh... seriously i never see him play before...i only lots of things abt him!! history abt him and wat he has achevied eh!! seriously rite?? he very poor thing eh!!

haiz erm after retiring and stop playing bb , he decided to coach eh!! then coach coach coach!! one day he had stroke!! then its like he cant really walk and tok eh!! then everytime we turn up from training rite!!??

he will be Accompany by shi mu(her wife)...then we hav 2 teams eh ... one is big de another one is small de .. for kids... then i find that he very ke lian eh... he cannot really tok loud...then he need to shout and tell the boys!!

most poor thingy de shi the small boys don listen eh!! haiz... then everytime when i look over i find it very ke lian lar... but seriously the big boys there... only respected him eh!? but he really like bb alot... whenever he sees the boys learning !!

how to play cheat eh!! then he will smile!! i think its a sense of achievement i think!! whenever he smile , i will find it ok le!! haiz.. i don know why i say all this eh!!

seriously i also don feel rite?? kinda of mad with my brothers eh!! seirously i don hav much outside or outing friend!! hi bye friends got alot eh!! haiz i seldom ask my brothers to watch movie with me!!

because i know they need to watch with the gf !! so i try not to ask them to watch(so even i ask them to watch eh , in the end it will turn out we never watch!! ) i know wat will be the result but unless i really wanna watch , then i will try!!

i usually hav very hgh tolerance eh!! but this time really cannot tahan le lar..!! firstly tell me wanna watch with gf!! then nvm ... then secondly say no money!! i lend.. settle le!! lastly ask me to WAIT WAIT WAIT !!

HAIZ FORGET IT LAR!!





Wednesday, July 25, 2007
sorry guys didnt get a chance to blog today eh??!! cuz seriously kinda of sad and sianz... no mood to tok toooooooo...haiz let me start my day with pic eh??!! don u guys find this very cool meh??!! haha


this is the pants of the one we do not speak off eh cannot mention his name!! haha he will kill me eh... but very cool rite?? haha this is after pe lor!!??




haha look at the shape eh??!!wat will u guys think of it eh??!! haha aiyo...

lesson for me are very boring eh.. cuz i was really down eh... and kinda of sad eh??!! haiz.. let me tell u all why eh??!! because my dearest n closet last brother!!?? had also found a gf!!?? and its had just happen today!!


the actual day is 24 of july eh!!?? the day they stead...erm not to be childish lar... the day they were meant to be together eh...!!! seriously i actually felt happy for him at first... because my this brother rite?? is a very nice guy lar!!


he is one of the xao cao in my school last year... and he treats ppl around him very good and all the girls like him eh... i mean among all the brothers , if we need to vote who is the best rite??!! i think in all my brothers eyes...!! in fact he is better than me eh!!


so such good guy where can don hav gf!!?? wasted rite?? seriously all the while i always wanted him to find a gf eh!!?? haha cuz we are alike eh.. we only hav one gf once!! and that it le!! but we 2 are different hor!!


as he got alot of girls like him but he don wanna cuz he is afraid to lose the freedom(he don wanna be control by anyone because he wanna spent time witht he brothers!! )... then me is don hav girls like!! so that is a very big different le lar...


i really wanna him to find one... just for one stupid reason saying scare losing the freedom very stupid rite?? so after knowing come to think of it.. haiz i am all alone now eh!!?? cuz that time when we are singles...!!


we both will come out tok tok... or go town... like boys nite out like this lar... just wanna enjoy... i was thinking even if he had found one.. then haiz... maybe i had to be alone eh!!?? of cuz i know we the brothers can go out often?? but do u think i will ask them meh??


lesson everything was fine... eh?! until eric ken jindao mention abt this gf thingy... and 3 of them said... now all the brothers are sweetly attached to who they wanna ... then when is ur turn eh??!!


this sentence STRIKE ME VERY HARD!! haiz.. its like my face change in the instant !! haiz... its like so lonely lar now... i seems to hav alot of friends around me and playing around like very fun...


but most of the time i feel that i very lonely ... always lacking of something... and now even my last one and only brother also hav gf le... then ME LEH ?? but nvm lar.. since there isnt anybody wanna me so might as well wait lor!!


really wait for many years le , don feel like waiting at all... so many years alone really very sianz no love , no care , no blah blah blah... FUK!!! sorry for using vulgar language eh!!


haiz... don wanna say anymore just very sad lar...


sianz.. eh??!! nothing to do... then wanna emo ... then took kb specs and play... stupid rite??!! haiz... nvm i just feel so stupid!!??


then went to canteed ... RECESS LE!!! HAIZ...they start toking abt it again... haiz... nvm!!?? then i just kept quiet lor... nothing to say mah... haiz...


then went back to class...they are having the champion league again.. and now more and more serious le eh!! look at ros!! haha put tables all this liao!!




haha tables are used!! and the dust pan de... rod or stick is use to make the net!!


haha see.. serious until need to take out shirt eh!!?? haha

very fast jiu end school le.. then i go tuition my maths le... tong xin is will ing to teach me eh!!?? i really wanna thank her eh??!! u know i ask alot ppl teach me maths seriously hor!!?? all is impatient , if not jiu shi laugh at me!!


because i look smart in all kinda of things eh... then when i do maths i reallly look stupid eh!! aiyo... but she really very good.. she teach teach teach!!... then my classmates came in for the gathering eh??!! look how good is my class!!!


tong tong see le... she say.. wa that her class don hav such thingy de , after school all go home... from her face and words... i think she never really feel how fun was secondary life eh!!?? so poor tingy!!


haha that janah!! haha and sharifah!!?? haha cute eh!! look wat is behind them!!!


PIZZA!! HAHA i gave tong tong my share!!...

and everyone eat happily ever after... so me and tong do do do maths... then decided to take a bk... start showing her videos.. haha and tell her jks... she also very sweet eh... the way she smiles ... haha!!


aiyo... but don know why she also no bf!!... wasted!! haha.. so continue maths again!! seriously very tired lar... sobsob... aiyo... so tired until i cannot tahan!! then we start toking le... wat is the topic we toking eh??!! love!! sobsob!!


haiz... she lend me a listening ear eh... as why i am down and sad eh... she is really very good.. she give me a feeling that she will be there listening to u eh... so lucky to hav such friends eh...


cuz i was thinking... everytime ppl sad i am there to make them laugh... they having trouble i am there to help eh... they lonely i pei them , tok to them , sms with them...they ap or mood swing i will try to change...


but when it comes to my turn i never see anyone can do that or help me eh!!?? seriously eh.. i lonely , nobody will ask me out , i siannz nobody will auto find me or pei me , when i am down i am being left aside by my brothers and friends.. haiz...


don feel like saying le... then go home cuz raining... sacre tong kanna ling yu... so went home.. but i felt very hungry(feeling hungry and lonely ) is a very terrible thingy eh haiz... so went causeway !!


eat my FAVOURITE!! KFC!! haha then chat alot again!! the jumbo ... and gentlemen group!! came in... then i shock lar... then alot of laughter there lor.. then marcus and his gf... came to find me ... cuz we bump into each other!!...


nothing much i send tong home... then go back to find shan shan they all... to buy li hong birthday present eh!!?? haha so fun lar.. the process... because i helped to take anna bag!! then she ask me to neu!!! haha that means shake lar..


walk the way when i modeling... in the end her toy de leg!! bk eh!!?? then she kbkb!! haha aiyo.. sobsob ...so we went to the flower shop eh!!?? haha aiyo.. and buy lor!! haha and i was so happy n touched to see this guy eh!!?? (i am not gay!! )

hee


did u see wat is in his hands!!?? and he is going to buy flowers!!?? and he even ask the girl to decorate to keep the ring!! sobsob... aiyo...

seriously this is so touching man when i see le... sobsob ... aiyo... i was thinking when is my turn wor..!! haha nvm lar... not until that stage eh!!?? haha aiyo..


this is wat we bought for lee hong lor!!?? nice mah.. john choose de!! just nice... when we give her... everybody yi ren yi li!! haha

walk pass... kiddy !! haha aiyo... and saw my sweetheart favourite eh!!??




this is her favourite??!! haha i wonder why she like pooh so much!!?? ahah its so easy to make me remind of her eh... no matter where i go also can see.. pooh de!!





haha this is lao da!! ziyu!!?? haha i don know why she thinks this micky and minnie so nice!!?? weird!!


the one of the left!! <--- is pauline!! haha marcus gf!!

and this is the xiao cao!!?? my BROTHER!!?? hee...

wish them last long okok!!?? haha





Tuesday, July 24, 2007
happy birthday !! joreen and happy birthday to my dad eh!! n ahmira!! haha i think i spell her name wrongly... write it in different colours cuz she might think that i forget her birthday!!!


today i am really really very high for the thingy lar... haha i mean everything..!!?? i am so so so happy!!


let me tell u why i am happy today!! haha this year my class photo , fun shot , 2nd fun shot!! hahah all of the 3 pictures!! haha i look good okok??!! haha i sm so happy... evan said that this year was the best... cuz i look handsome??


second is ... i am so happy that ... heee i miss my sweetheart alot . SHE IS EXTRA SWEET TO ME !!


thirdly is... DPA!! haha i think i did fine bah... but don really hav much confidence getting into it!!?? but i was able to make the interviewer happy eh!!?? haha aiyo... thx to ivan!! muackx!! n they say its not a problem for me!! just as long i pass my maths!!


haha this is so shiok lar... today i was having pe eh??!! haha aiyo... today never score for scoccer cuz they all scare me le... tat time i score 7 goals... today i can only assit eh!!?? haha sianz... then nvm lar... lesson over very soon!!


don wanna elborate further eh... all the way... till home room!! eh?? haha teacher gives us .. our class photo!! haha seriously very nice eh??!! haha fun shot 2 cant see my face cuz i kissing someone!!


SHHH ... CANNOT TELL ANYONE WHO I KISS!! HAHA ....aiyo formal one evan say i look good... and fun shot 1... she say I LOOK GREAT EH!! haha seriously nice eh... even i also say nice!!


before taking this pic i am so sad!! u know why.. haiz because of the hair and all that lar..!! its like the school did it on purpose eh!! wanna us to cut hair until short short.. then take!!


haiz every year my hair is so short and ugly!! worst thingy is..!! for the 4 years of class photo taking i very suay!! to close my eyes!! sobsob... i am so sad!! lar... just nice blink suay sia!!


sobsob!! ALWAYS LIKE THAT!!


but this year don hav eh!! so heng lar... 3 shots also don hav.. i think because of my modeling i am more keen and dare to take pics le eh... so i think better lar... but still shy eh!!


thats why i went for the course in nyp... confident and wellness... in this course its helps us and teaches us how to booast ur confident!! and there is attachment to teach u and requires u to woo girls!!


so that u can obtain ur grades and booast ur confidence eh!!?? haha COOL RITE THIS COURSE!!??


HAHA after looking at the class photo i rush home to get change , bathe , and watch television... lastly getting myself prepare to go for interview lor!! haha actually very jing zhang!! cuz hor i get to know from my friend that 5000over students sign up for this...


then poly very headache too many ppl le.. then from 5000 kick to left 1000 then in this range.. divide to 5 schools... so one schools got 200 .. pupils eh... then 200 inside choose 100... wa this is just like css eh!!??


that means i hav go into 24 qiang le... out of so many kanna call so must work hard!!


haha non of my friends or anyone sms me to ask me to relax and just say things like good luck all this ... only my sweetheart did!! seriously i am very happy le lar... haha aiyo..


so i reach nyp le...getting more and more scary lar... aiyo i walk into the school suddenly i hav this weird feeling... because i feel very weird when girls older than me staring(looking) at me... i mean the way i dress might make them feel i am older lar!!

o ya this is wat i wear... erm i think its simple and smart bah.. actually having a headache wat to wear... but i suddenly rememeber that my sweetheart...say she thinks this one very handsome so i wear lor!! haha

haha seriously wear le...then moment i walked into nyp and standing around... got a lot of ppl looking at me mah... maybe they staring at me or seeing me weird lar... seriously when girls look at me i tend to be very nervous and ps..!!

because i might be checking my zip my hair my this my that... cuz there must be something weird on me ..that why they will look at me when i am standing or walking around!!?? (sorry maybe i sounds abit bhb... but i hav to hav more confidence!! my sweetheart demanded!!)

haha she did it for my own good... i am working on it...hee.. nothing much... i wouldnt say that the interview is good nor bad.. the ans is i don know!! haha but luckly this dpa thingy rite?? they are not see performance or wat lar... i mean what kinda of leadership u do in school or wat!!

its more on the sports performance eh...even u don hav u just need the title.. and the interviewer said i made her happy in some thingy lar... haha i will tell u guys if i get to see u al... because i tok kinda of long like chatting like this.. !!

i remember she say its not really that hard for u to get this course through dpa and comes into nyp!! all u hav to do is to pass ur maths!!

seriously jialat liao... don wanan say much then hor!! haha go back woodlands find briana... then find my friends then watch harry potter eh!!?? okok its ok ... not very nice or good!!

and one more thingy i met 2 old friends which is zelia and deebie!! deebie very funny lar.. she saw the racial harmony pics!! then she ask me what i put at my butt... why so qiao!! i very ji dong when i heard it eh!!?? haha

mine i 100 PERCENT... NATURAL EH!!?? seriously when i was sec 2 i purposely buy my pants very big so that... upper sec de those jie jie wont hit my butt anymore sobsob!!

to debbie!! : my is natural de lar.. just that don like to show my but scare ppl beat and see... only those play bb with me know that my butt really very up up tai chi (join song!!) haha seriously is natural de... and my body figure the hour glass rite?

also natural .. i wear to clothing le... but the hour glass still obvious eh??!! cool rite??!! haha aiyo.. U SAY MY FACE CHANGE??!! haha is change positive or negaitive?? wor!!?? haha

sorry guys my blog like got problem... leh.. .but nvm... try to read eh!!





Monday, July 23, 2007
hey!! guys i am so so so so so happy today lar!!?? haha seriously i am very happy today okok!!?? but sobsob very headache don know wat to wear for tomorrow!!


i am so happy i was called by nyp to go for INTERVIEW!!


FOR THE DPA!! THINGY!! even though its jus a interview i am very happy le eh... not everyone can be interview!!


sorry guys let me keep my blog short today eh...i am busy now very very sorry... haha i started my day very very sick... because i am very sick!!


haha okok... lame!! sorry i went to do my dnt... then i walk pass my friend...roziani eh!! haha cool man!! this is his mp4 seriously very cool this is his mp4!!




do u know that his mp4 has... camera??!! haha look at the quality at his cam... i am using my cam to wake his eh... and from u here u still can see that its clear eh!! haha cool rite??!!


haha this is the back of the mp4!! haha the cam is damed clear lar.. haha is i wanna buy this thingy liao lar.. haha aiyo..!!

after dnt is ss!! haha wa... then i found someone very cool eh!!?? haha kinda of childish but seriosuly very cool eh!! hahah


haha this one damed cool de eh... when u turn left right... it can change the image eh??!! haha cool rite?? haha aiyo...

life can be very boring in class eh??so my class always hav something new in mind eh!! haha


see so meesy!! haha causes by rozaini!! guess wat are we playing!!?? haha !! we are having a championship !!


can u see the black black thingy mah?? haha its a ball eh??!! fail to take me in action eh!!?? haha sorry guys!!

nothing much lar... we play for at least one hour??!! haha so long rite? haha hee then went to do chem!! all of the sudden chem is my favourite subject eh??!! u guys know wat?? haha i am so happy lar..


cuz when i was doing my experiment rite?? haha doing half way suddenly got ppl call... then i don like ppl call me when i in school mah... sms i don mind.. call i sure cannot pick up de ar... haha then nvm.. so this time i see this weird number!!


suddenly my woman instinct ask me to pick this phone!! so i took the risk lar... i pick up the phone eh!!! it was from nyp!! ASKING ME TO GO INTERVIEW TOMORROW!! haha seriously i am so so so happy eh!! haha


my mood change totally aiyo... then one thingy made me even more happy... my good friend mashesh ... tried to murder me!! haha sobsob... haiz...


we were doing experiment eh... then we never notice... heat heat heat until the reaction!! take place... then he this ass hole!! heat somemore until his chemical all burst out and fly over to my bench!!



then floor and the table still got alot..!! stupid mashesh wanna disfigure my face eh!!?? sobsob... i am so lucky lar... seriously is very lucky!!

then heng never kanna lor.. happy happy.. suddenly an old friend of mine ask me wanna watch the css mah.. i think u all know wat issit... i view his friendster before.. he took so many pics with keely all this and that lar !!!


haha feel like going but i hav so much stuffs to do.. so cannot lor.. so i go do my dnt!!


thx to IVAN!! I LOVE HIM MAN !!muackx ivan!! he help me so much all the way!!


i finally do finish my artefact eh??!! haha yeah lar!! haha yesh lar.??!! ya lar??!! all kinds of lar lar!! haha aiyo...


proceed to do foilo!! but i too happy le... just feel like playing eh... aiyo... then we all chatted.. and on songs lar.. suddenly i on RAIN i'm coming...suddenly weng ba dance u know!!?? haha and he really shake very very hard..!!


this is so funny ... i cannot tahan until i sat at the floor and laugh eh!!?? this is the first time i see him do such thingy!! he really DANCE!!


HE GUYS THE IS WENG BA... THAT ONE IS RED.. THINGY EH!!?? HAHA HE IS SO COOL!!


HE GUYS I GTG!!need to do research on sports and wellness thingy... sobsob ... so scary!! hope i can do well tomorrow!! wish me luck okok!? thx guys!!




Sunday, July 22, 2007
now is 5.35am... sobsob eh sorry didnt hav a chance to blog...


actually there is nothing to do today eh... i stayed at home smsing my sweet heart and on the phone with briana again!! haha so sianz eh... stay at home the whole day sobsob...finally cannot tahan , go do my hobby eh!!! watch tv!! haha


haha lucky there is so many channels at home... watch the du shen ar... gambling king ar... haha aiyo this is like so nice to watch lar... sobsob...but kinda of sianz le lar... then go play com... got ppl comment abt my racial harmony costume again!!


haha and briana friend tot i am a girl... when he view briana blog... okok there is nothing to be proud off because i find it more and more gross already haiz.. this is like so sianz lar... then ken they all ask me dota...then dota again lar... then very fun seh!!


keep on wining lor!! haha wicked sick!!! haha


but i guess i am to sick already i took medicine and went to bed at six... planning to wake up at 8 to watch my tv n blog!! but don know why i sick until i sleep all the way...sobsob... i sleep till now then wake up and blog... i am sorry guys i didnt blog much!!


because really very sick... and its the same thingy again... haiz... no cure to this sickness... like period sia... sobosb... haiz...sorry guys gtg!! haha i going back to sleep eat!!




Saturday, July 21, 2007
i am so so so sorry eh... last night did not hav a chance to blog because my sis came to stay with us...and one of my brothers tian kun ( a.k.a titus ) he got alot of xing shi!!??


so all of the sudden all come to my house down stairs to find me.. so we can eat and chat together eh??!! haha i shall not elaboate to much eh... i will tok abt it later... today didnt do much lar... just feel like going out!!


but seriously don know where to go.. i woke up late so i didnt go to church or my pool training...aiyo to late le... sianz... actually i not in really good mood as my SO CALLED sickness comes again...


its like damed sianz de lar... everytime throat pain then cough then flu... then fever sure come... the 2 days mc... everymonth like this.. like period!!?? stupid de eh.. sobsob aiyo... i am so sick already... but guess wat!!??


haha early morning i received my sweetheart de sweet message eh!!??(we are friends..okok??) haha so sweet eh... cannot tel u all the content but it some how BRIGHTEN my day!! haha shiok eh...but she reply very slow... then just nice i doing things...!!


then both reply very slow... but i also don wanna disturb her lar... she is excitied with her harry potter!!?? book!!?? haha when so go take scare she will kanna squeeze or push by ppl lor... actualy tot of pei her go take de ...


but hor my sweetheart is so sweet that she don need to ask or say hor... sure got ppl ask her de... so i kept quiet ... xin li know jiu hao lar... then her cousin pei her lor... i didnt do much the whole afternoon just sms with my sweetheart and briana... thats all ...


some other ppl sms me but i don bother to reply but i still got lar...(ironic rite?) so i play dota lar... to kill time...


today decided to go out with my family!! since my sister is coming to find us!? healthy rite?? haha aiyo... we plan to go cycle and swimming... but sianz raining... so plan to go eat jap food!!


haha in car really nothing to do lor.. so start camworing with my daughter eh??!! haha wanna see how cute she is??!!i scare u guys JEALOUS!! how come i can make such becautiful girl out!!


pretty rite?? haha she still haven mood swing ... wait she mood swing then i hate then most liao



cold cold le!! sobsob... aiyo... so ke lian better zip up eh!!??



hee!!! not cold le eh??!! haha ... mucakx thx daddy!!



my dear dear...sleepy le... haha ... sweet heart?? haha


wa bu zhi bu jue i also sleep le... haha aiyo...

i guo ran hen lei... sobsob... aiyo ssslllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppp all the way then reach le... haha hee...


haha then reach the ICHIBAN LE!!?? haha aiyo... haha ... don wanna say so much!? haha i just miss my grand ma... finally got a chance to see my grandma... sobsob wa u guys don know i miss her how much sia!!


i am so so so so so so happy when i see her face and when she smiles..?? in this world there is only 2 person ... i mean girl lar... is my sweetheart and grandma??!! both of them give me a very ci xiang and sweet de feeling...


its like when they smile eh??!! i can find the ci xiang the gan jue eh... my grand ma is because since young she is the only looking after me... and she is the one from i smallllllllll look untill i big big!!?? (sounds weird ar... the way i phrase it)


when look at them... then they smile i find it very happy eh... i don know why... hee... then nvm started eating ... nothing special lar.. everytime eat the same thingy hee but got pics eh??!!


haha cute rite?? haha aiyo... don know why she so cute... but very naughty !!

very fast jiu eat finish le ...cuz very very hungry eh... sobsob... aiyo... then we went out walk walk... suddenly tot .. of taking pics wit my grand ma eh... haha aiyo she is very very cute eh??!!



haha we don look alike!!?? but i love her alot... SOMEONE IS POKING ME AT THE BACK!!??



HAHA ME AND MY STUPID FACE!!?? haha the girl in white in my cousin... the one in red is my real blood sister.. and thats me and my grand ma!!

haha sweet rite?? like happy family... haha i never had one??!! lol ... so weird eh??!! haiz...


then we walk walk for a while and we saw this eh??!! haha wa so many ppl dancing eh??!!



haha!!?? haha all the aunties!!?? haha pretty eh??!!


haha its this more clear rite?? haha my grandmother very cute eh... cuz i ask her go in and dance with them... then she say don wanna ...


then she spoke in hokien mah... haha saying u all don know i at home everyday dance meh?? haha the ppl living below me also cannot tahan!!?? muahahah!!?? haha my grandma very cute de eh!!?? haha aiyo...


haha ...then very fast go home le...cuz i very sick eh... so i everyday sleep sleep sleep... my sis took my pic eh!?!? with me and my brother!! haha


the difference between me and my brother very big... eh... he can go around tell ing ppl he very handsome all this...then tok around with girls like that... then in his school he now very pop among the girls eh...


but hor me as just nice is the opposite eh... haha sobsob ... haiz


haha cool rite?? this pic sweet rite?? how i wish i had a gf ... to be like this with me haiz!!


no gf!!! sobsob

another thingy i wanan say is... after i post the racial harmony day thingy rite?? briana friends and some other friends of mine... giving me feedback.. that their friends or wat so ever ... who see my blog rite??!!


all tot that i am a girl.. seriously i know i pretty but i find it more gross and gross le eh!!??




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